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I keep staring at my ceiling Looking for a sign
When will this fucking end I hate my fucking life
I feel it creeping in It makes me wanna die [die]
And the only thing that helps Is never by my side
Can you hear me out?
I keep on fucking dying every single day
Im running out of lies to make me seem okay
I thought that this was gone, buried in my past
I feel ive lost all hope and I want it fucking back go
What I dont fucking get you say you feel the same
Then why the hell am I the only one in pain?
I swear im giving up, I cant take anymore
So go on live your life cause im not worth it anymore no
No more hope, no more hope for me
Can you hear me out?
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Ive waited all year for a show like this
Lets fuck shit up like when we were kids
Brought out the vest and im ready to go
This means more to me than you'll ever know
Just keep dancing x4
For just one night, I can let go
The sadness stays at home
For just one night, I can let go
Lets dance until the morning comes
Once again I must bug you to share this dance
Skanking to the beat for true romance
Just one more song im far too drunk
I've got work tomorrow so wish me luck
Its almost over, im dead and gone
Heading home sounds like the saddest fucking song
When the sun starts shining and I crawl outta bed
Ill just think about dancing, dancing with you again
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Right Now
Im counting the times
We were better off dead, our own suicide
Lights Out
Im at it again
Im looking for a reason and looking for a friend
YOU DROPPED OUT
I FELT LEFT OUT
NO TURNING BACK NOW
That point is now long gone
We're burningx3
We're burning all our bridges down
What happened to you when I needed you most
Stabbed in the back our friendship is toast
Ive seen this before with too many friends
Cross my name off the list we're burning bridges again
We had a good run but I cant forget
The lump in my stomach and the things that you said
I know im not perfect, I fuck up too
But I never woulda pulled some shit like that on you
What happened to you?
What happened to me?
What happened to everybody?
Were burning bridges right down to the ground
Soon enough we wont have a friend in this town
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Dead Rejects - Lonliness
04:34
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When I woke up that morning
The sadness hit me without a warning
I couldnt pry my hands away from my fucking phone
I think I just need a moment
This state of mind has fucked me up
I really just wanted to make this happen and now im all alone
We came so close but I guess it wasnt good enough
To what we thought it would be
We came so close but I guess it wasnt good enough
But it was good enough for me
Now im all alone
I cant believe I thought this would work out in the end
But I meant every word I said
I cant believe I thought this would work out in the end
And now I just want you outta my head
[Verse 2]
I took a shot and lost it all
I spilled my guts right before the fall
I felt like I was dying from the inside out
Now I feel like im at fault
But I did nothing except wanna talk
I just needed you to tell me that things would be okay
We came so close but I guess it wasnt good enough
To what we thought it would be
We came so close but I guess it wasnt good enough
But it was good enough for me
Im running outta breath, my arms start shake
Im feeling it again I just thought you would relate
I guess that I was wrong, or maybe im to blame
For putting too much weight on your name
I know that is crazy but I dont give a shit
I was looking for a reason to give up all of this
So here I am again writing pointless songs
Killing myself thinking bout what went wrong
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Voices
02:09
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I'm sick of all these voices,
Who's wrong whose right? (Please help me)
I fucking hate the way i'm in this constant fight, i'm struggling!
Silence, it deafens me!
I can't believe it, call me stupid but I hate my fucking life!
I can't help the way i'm acting, its out of my control
Voices in my head they taunt me,
Strip away the fabric of my soul
Obsessive, Depressive,
I fight against myself, the drugs they are not working
Liberate me, free me from myself!
Strung up like a puppet for the show,
Don't cut in line, lets fucking go!
I make the rules, I am your master,
I will leave your life in tatters
I can't believe, all the hatred, torment, shit you put me through,
But I wont let it beat me, I won't let it shine through, yeah!
Chorus
Free me from myself!
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Demons
03:59
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There’s a demon inside me, its rotting my core
Taking over my body, moral out the door,
I can’t deal with the torment, yeah, day after day,
Cause my mind is possessed and i’m not ok
I want to be free, from this hell that i live in,
I need to be free from this hell!
Its draining all my energy,
I wish something would set me free,
I need some help to get my through,
I hate this world what can i do?
Break the chains, shatter the constraints,
Erase this negativity constricting you and wake up!
Get up! Stand tall!
Beat your demons yeah, watch them fall!
Rise up, stand tall!
Break the cycle yeah, kill them all!
One day you’ll wake up, the demons their made up,
Your not feeling empty and the worlds ok,
But 2 hours later, depression creeps greater,
Take a knife in your hand, blood runs down your wrist
I want to be free, from this hell that i live in,
I need to be free from this hell!
Pre-chorus
Chorus
Don’t beat yourself up anymore,
Its mental health you can’t ignore,
The worlds not against you, the scene is your home,
We will never forget you, yeah your not alone!
When your lifes getting tough and it feels like the end,
Just remember these words, they're for you my friend!
Fight your demons, watch them fall,
Break the cycle, kill them all,
Lifes to short for wasting time,
Put an end to your demons,
Like i killed mine!
Demons they come and go but,
The crafty little fuckers prey on you when your low,
So when you feel like your nothing,
Your lifes at the end,
Just remember these words,
They’re for you my friend!
Fight your demons, watch them fall,
Break the cycle, kill them all,
Lifes to short for wasting time,
Put an end to your demons,
Like i killed mine!
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Leech
03:50
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Think before you open your big mouth
You fucking prick i hate you
The time has come, you better listen up
Cause i’m only gonna say this once
I wake up in pain, with the whole world against me
How many pills must i take to prevent?
The self doubt, depression, the ache in my legs
The constant resentment and endless regret
So, today is not my day
But i got up anyway
Wish i could change somehow
But i woke up on the wrong side of the bed!
Hey! Hey!
I’m not sorry for the way i fucking feel
Hey! Hey!
I’m not sorry for the way that i project myself
Or fuck things up yeah, time and time again
I’m trapped,
This negativity, it fucking drains me! Yeah!
Take me away, get me outta’ here!
I feel like im nothing, rock bottom again
Depression just set in, but when will it end?
People avoid me, they think im insane
But i’m not hostile, i just need a friend!
I told you once,
I cannot help the victim that i’ve become
I wont try, i wont stand by,
Giving up is easier than this!
Pre-chorus
Chorus
Don’t count on me, to let you know when i am down
Leech! X3
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9. |
Wasted Daze
03:50
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Let me tell you a story, about my friend his name i can’t say
He fucked up everything, i’d planned
Let me give you some background,
He’s got some issues, mental illness
A manic schizophrenic to name one
He fucked up, my project
I tried so hard to get it right,
My best friend stabbed me in the back,
I wish that i could take it back,
Its all just wasted daze!
He stole my time from me
The way i’m feeling means its not ok
Three days, ive not slept for
Three years of wasting all my time
I wrote this song in 60 minutes
So i hope its alright
Everything i worked for’s called it quits
An now i’m on my own, left to pick up the pieces
Sometimes he’s OK, but this time three pints of cider down
With no regard of my existence, it was scary business
He took a hammer, i managed to take it just in time
He almost took my life!
Friendships they come and go,
The way they end, You never know!
My best friend stabbed me in the back,
I wish that i could take it back,
Its all just wasted daze!
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10. |
So Much Worse!
01:02
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